The confidence that you portray
It turns to grey it pulls me down, the picture perfect painting fades, my doubt holds my heart to the ground, it doesn’t matter what I say

I found a letter that night, I wrote it in my sleep, I can still feel you here beside me, it read dear if you’re reading this, dear if you’re reading.

You stand over me as I sleep, your hands cover my eyes so that I cannot see your eyes, you’ll be there when I wake up the snow it surrounds me
I can’t wake up and you’re here, your hands cover my mouth so that I cannot breathe, your breath is the cold that I feel in the air, you’re the seasons the reason that I’ve lost all feeling this year
I wish that I’d wished you away