Pieces Of Me

I've Lost My Dreams, Somewhere Inside
And Smothered My Hopes, Until They Died
Suffocated, By A Broken Will
It's All Gone Now, But I Remember Still

Longing For Worlds, I'll Never Live In
Seems So Foolish,
But That's The State I'm In
Abandoned Wishes, Rust And Decay
But Stay As Stains, I Can't Wash Away

Out Of This Mess, Something Must Come
If Only To Prove, To Everyone
Buried In Landfills Of Unspoken Words
Lies A Voice, Dying To Be Heard

My Thoughts Disturb Me,
They Don't Sound Right
A Lifetime Of Almosts, Of Losing Fights
It's Not A Challenge, It's Not Fun Anymore
And I Don't Know What, I'm Fighting For

Memories Poison Me, Sick Unto Their Core
I Don't Want To Know, No Not Anymore
Here In My Nightmare, Nothing Is True
And Nobody Is Listening, No Not Even You
All Of This And So Much More
Can Never Ever Be Mine
All These Things I'm Searching For
I'll Never Ever Find
All These Real Delusions
Trapped Inside My Brain
All These False Illusions
Driving Me Insane

I Know It's Here, I Just Can't Find It
I Heard It Clear, This Noise Just Blinds It
Pieces Of Me All Around,
Scattered On The Floor
But They Don't Fit Together,
Like The Way They Did Before

Desires Never Realized
Lives I'll Never Lead
Things That I Should Have Said
Sights I'll Never See