I'm writing books to pass the time
Trying to get you out of my mind

Scared to the point where It blinds me
I'm getting weaker but you can't see

Feelings and more feelings I'm not feeling like myself
Candles and more candles like you wanna blow me out
I'm feeling like I'm healing till you come and pull me down, oh no (oh oh

Should I feel bad about wanting to trade my life with someone else
Should I feel bad about forgiving you when I'm losing myself

And there's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can do

I'm writing books to pass the time
Burning myself to feel alive

Do I blow the flame or I let it burn?
I'm made of wax, but I never learn
So I melt until I reach the floor

Feelings and more feelings I'm not feeling like myself
Candles and more candles like you wanna blow me out
I'm feeling like I'm healing till you come and pull me down, oh no (oh oh

Should I feel bad about wanting to trade my life with someone else
Should I feel bad about forgiving you when I'm losing myself
Should I feel bad about wanting to trade my life with someone else
Should I feel bad about forgiving you when I'm losing myself