Bad Spanish

E C E C

[Verse 1]
  E
I keep my mouth shut 'cause I don't deserve anything
 A
Feeling like a fraud at my job 'cause I faked my way
 B                A                            E
Into every good thing that's every happened to me

[Verse 2]
E
Write a happy song 'cause I don't wanna mope today
A
Try to sing along but the thoughts they don't go away
B                      A                  E
I will say the worst things to make you stay

[Pre Chorus]
      B                A                        E
It's hard to ask for help if you don't really want it
  B                A                      E
Passed out on the train in your own vomit

[Chorus 1]
      E
It's fine, I said
                                        B
I'll bash my fucking head through the wall
                    A
So I don't have to call
                    E
You before I go to bed
             E
Alright, I said
                                           B
Won't hold my fucking breath while you're gone
                      A
But I feel it in my lungs
                E
Before I go to bed

[Verse 3]
 E
Dreaming in bad Spanish about your romantic tendencies
     A
And how they would translate in your fucked up fantasies
   B                   A                           E
You're the only good thing that's ever happened to me

[Pre Chorus]
      B               A                         E
It's hard to ask for help if you don't really want it
  B                 A                     E
Passed out on the train in your own vomit

[Chorus 2]
      E
It's fine, I said
                                        B
I'll bash my fucking head through the wall
                    A
So I don't have to call
                    E
You before I go to bed
             E
Alright, I said

I'll scrape my knuckles red
        B
Stucco wall
                            A
Do I have to be sad to get off?
                          E
Oh, I'll never leave my head