It's gonna be so out of time

Stranger in the room and I don't know what to say
And I don't know what to do but I'm lookin' for a change
So I'm tellin' him the truth and it's written on his face
Yeah, it's written on his face
Feelin' 22 and I'm already behind
And I'm talkin' like it's new but it's ten years on my mind
Not saying I'm doomed but I'm closer there than fine
Yeah, I'm closer there than fine

Spill my guts out anyway
Can't be worse than yesterday

Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
Keep me talkin', I'll stop runnin' from the things I don't undеrstand
Take my money, at least I'll gеt a little clarity
About how fucked I am

Yeah, got my hopes up and I'm underwhelmed
(I'm underwhelmed)
And I'm dodging landmines, dropping bombshells
(Dodging bombshells)
I don't wanna be this way forever
Thinking we'll be spending more time together

Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
Keep me talkin'
I'll stop runnin' from the things I don't understand
Take my money, at least I'll get a little clarity
About how fucked I am

Hey, I don't know what I'm allowed to say
I could try and paint me in a better place
I could open up but it's not today
Try and save face but then I'm to blame

Guess that I'm a little less fucked up but I'm broken
Guess I'm not as lost as I once was
'Cause the jump feels good but the falling sucks

Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy (therapy)
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety (anxiety)
Keep me talkin'
I'll stop runnin' from the things I don't understand (oh-oh)
Take my money, at least I'll get a little clarity
About how fucked I am

Guess that I'm a little less fucked up but I'm broken