I am not the only one

I am not the only one
To foresee the fall of God
I am not the only one
To take pride in all I’ve found
I am not the only one
To feel pain from all I’ve found
I am not the only one
To know faith from all I’ve found

I am not the only one

Receive a calling
It’s not secondhand
How can I know for sure?
I know I know for sure

Starfire
Shrouds the sky
Desire
Born from lies
Inspire
Breed hive mind
Admire
God on high

So close, the infinitesimal and the infinite
But suddenly I knew they were really the two ends of the same concept
The unbelievably small and the unbelievably vast eventually meet
Like the closing of a gigantic circle
I looked up, as if somehow I would grasp the heavens
The universe, worlds beyond numbers
God’s silver tapestry spread across the night
And in that moment I knew the answer to the riddle of the infinite
And I felt my body dwindling

Pupils amass, give all to your Father
Give all you’ve got, don’t succumb to greed
It’s not enough, you must do more
Serve me, your spirit be free

I can’t reason with the truth
I was never meant to make it this far

Devise
Design

Mortal decay
Wasting away

Devise
Design
Heresy