How To Feel Human

G


[Verse 1]
F                    Am                 G
When I come home and see my photo on my parents shelf,
F              C                        G
I look into my own eyes, but can't even see myself,
F          Am
Who's that boy?
G
I can stare, but I don't like seein',
F                  C                      G
My reflection when all the attention's on someone else.


[Pre-Chorus]
            F                     Am
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches,
      G
After drinking too much 'cause you're sad,
            F                          C
Didn't need health care 'cause you had mom there,
          G
She would fix it when shit hit the fan.


[Chorus]
N.C.    F         C
I wanna know, oh, where did I go?
G                    N.C.                  F
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control,
    C
Oh, I didn't know,
G                N.C.                   F
How to bе myself when I was completely alone,
  C      G                   F
I wish I had done this, said that,
    C
Oh, I wanna know,
G                      N.C.
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home.


[Verse 2]
F                 Am                      G
Back when I was a kid, I would follow the boys around,
F                  C                         G
Got myself in some shit one by one when they let me down,
F          Am
Who's that girl?
G
I moved on, but it still hurts thinkin',
F                   C                    G
Somehow I'll end up hurting somebody who treats me well.


[Pre-Chorus]
            F                     Am
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches,
          G
From some guy who cheated on me twice,
             F                     C
'Cause if he screwed up, I thought that was love,
        G
Was too young to understand why.


[Chorus]
N.C.        F         C
But I wanna know, oh, where did I go?
G                    N.C.                  F
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control,
    C
Oh, I didn't know,
G                N.C.                   F
How to be myself when I was completely alone,
  C      G                   F
I wish I had done this, said that,
    C
Oh, I wanna know,
G                      N.C.
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like,


[Post-Chorus]
F C      G
Home, ho-ome,
                        F          C    G
When nowhere I go feels like home, ho-o-ome,
                        F          C    G
When nowhere I go feels like home, ho-o-ome.


[Bridge]
            F                     Am
Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches,
     G
From tossin' and turnin' all night,
            F                  C
Tearin' off Band-Aids from the mistakes,
        G
Was too young to take my own advice.


[Chorus]
N.C.        F         C
But I wanna know, oh, where did I go? (Oh)
G                    Em                   F
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control,
    C
Oh, I didn't know, (Oh, I didn't know),
G                                       F
How to be myself when I was completely alone,
  C      G                   F
I wish I had done this, said that,
    C
Oh, I wanna know,
G
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like.


[Outro]
F   Am
Oh, where did I go?
G                    Em                    F
Missin' my innocence when I had so much control,
    C
Oh, I didn't know,
G                                       F
How to be myself when I was completely alone,
  Am     G        Em         F
I wish I had done this, said that,
    C
Oh, I wanna know,
G
How to feel human when nowhere I go feels like.