C G Em D   2x


[Verse 1]
C           G
Since I was 17
 Em                     D
I`ve always hated my body
                                  C  G
And it feels like my body`s hated me
    Em
Can somebody find me a pill
    D
To make me un-afraid of me?


[Pre-Chorus]
      C            G                     Em
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
               D
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
     C            G                     Em
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
             D
´Cause it´s easier than healing


[Chorus]
C                         G
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em                          D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C                   G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em               D
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy


[Interlude]
C G Em D 


[Verse 2]
C            G
Since I was 22
Em                            D
I´ve been with somebody who loves me
                                    C  G
And I´ve been tryna believe it´s true
       Em
But my head always messes up my heart
  D
No matter what I do


[Pre-Chorus]
      C            G                   Em
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
                D
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
     C            G                     Em
I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix
              D
´Cause it´s easier than healing


[Chorus]
C                    G
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em                       D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C                    G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em               D
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
C                     G
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em                       D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C                    G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em              D                 C G
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy 


[Post-Chorus]
Em           D                 C G
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Em             D                C
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy


[Bridge]
C
I´m so scared of having something to lose
Em                   D          C
I´m scared of being somebody new
                                      Em                               
I´m so scared of all them seeing the truth
                  D
´Cause right now I´ve got nothing


[Chorus]
    C                     G
But I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em                       D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C                   G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em              D              C  G
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy


[Post-Chorus]
Em           D                  C    G
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
Em             D              C
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy