Floating over the city What does all of this mean? Fighting sleep, lost in dreams, need another shot of dopamine All the lights were so pretty Like nowhere I'd ever been In my head, thoughts are lit from the voice in my tape machine Not one hit with Eyes wide, scared and heavy breathing Top bunk staring at the ceiling Wishing it would all just fade away Crying out, looking for a reason It's hard, feeling so defeated I wish it would all just fade away I was five years old Too scared to let go In my head, told myself not to worry what the future holds And if I could turn back time And rewrite the lines, I would, I would I'd cover my goddamn eyes And turn into something good But there's something so hard about the world So now I'm Eyes wide, scared and heavy breathing Top bunk staring at the ceiling Wishing it would all just fade away And I'm crying out, looking for a reason It's hard, feeling so defeated I wish it would all just fade away I'm so tired, but I can't sleep I'm so tired, but I can't sleep So now I'm Eyes wide, scared and heavy breathing Top bunk staring at the ceiling Wishing it would all just fade away And I'm crying out, looking for a reason It's hard, feeling so defeated I wish it would all just fade away Wishing it would all just fade away