Floating over the city
What does all of this mean?
Fighting sleep, lost in dreams, need another shot of dopamine

All the lights were so pretty
Like nowhere I'd ever been
In my head, thoughts are lit from the voice in my tape machine

Not one hit with

Eyes wide, scared and heavy breathing
Top bunk staring at the ceiling
Wishing it would all just fade away
Crying out, looking for a reason
It's hard, feeling so defeated
I wish it would all just fade away

I was five years old
Too scared to let go
In my head, told myself not to worry what the future holds

And if I could turn back time
And rewrite the lines, I would, I would
I'd cover my goddamn eyes
And turn into something good

But there's something so hard about the world
So now I'm

Eyes wide, scared and heavy breathing
Top bunk staring at the ceiling
Wishing it would all just fade away
And I'm crying out, looking for a reason
It's hard, feeling so defeated
I wish it would all just fade away

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep
I'm so tired, but I can't sleep

So now I'm

Eyes wide, scared and heavy breathing
Top bunk staring at the ceiling
Wishing it would all just fade away
And I'm crying out, looking for a reason
It's hard, feeling so defeated
I wish it would all just fade away

Wishing it would all just fade away