If grieving was a feeling that I left behind
Then tell me why it tears away and sears inside
I'm breathing with a little bit of difficulty
I pushed everything aside and now it's closing in

There's ashes in the air that never make a sound
But I can feel that death and love are all around
I'm breathing with a little bit of difficulty
I pushed everything aside and now it's closing in

Love the one we can't ever really have
In love with the one that will never love us back

Amber (in ashes)