I don't wanna start healing
Is that a made up feeling?
Tell me that I'm sick in the head
Well, I don't believe it
Cloudy thoughts, I hope the storm will pass
Maybe I'll just sleep and let the thunder crash
Sick of being miserable and lonely
My mind and my body all control me

Are you gonna break me down?
Is anybody gonna love me now?
Is anybody gonna help me out?
I think I'm going crazy
Everybody hates me
Are you gonna break me down?
Can somebody please tell me how
Is anybody gonna love me?

Everyday I feel the same thing
Everybody hates me

What's the point if I can't help myself?
Never had to think about my mental health
Something 'bout these cold white walls
Isn't making me feel like you care at all
And I just want to be somewhere else
I'm hearing all these different voices telling me I got no choices
And they wanna medicate me

Are you gonna break me down?
Is anybody gonna love me now?
Is anybody gonna help me out?
I think I'm going crazy
Everybody hates me
Are you gonna break me down?
Can somebody please tell me how
Is anybody gonna love me?

'Cause I've been having conversations alone with myself
Sitting in myself, feelings are lost
I've been thinking of the ways I can make it better
Maybe this is forever, maybe it's not
I've been running through sand
It's getting deeper and deeper
And all the medicine's getting expensive
I'm getting cheaper and I don't wanna start healing
And you could never make me

So go ahead and break me down?
Is anybody gonna love me now?
Is anybody gonna help me out?
I think I'm going crazy
Everybody hates me
Are you gonna break me down?
Can somebody please tell me how
Is anybody gonna love me?

Everyday I feel the same thing
Everybody hates me
Is anybody gonna help me out?
Are you gonna break me down?
Is anybody gonna love me?
Everyday I feel the same thing
Everybody hates me