Mindless fatigue - my soul endlessly aching
Waiting for deadly release an empty disease
Give up control in defeat
I’ve been here for weeks, maybe years, trapped in my mind’s prison
Nothing to eat I grow weak
How have I not seen, answers stray far from delusion
Feeling the hate swell in me

I go deeper in to thrive under a weeping sky
The weight of my own conscience bends me beyond repair

If I seek the truth in light - will all of my torment die?
Will warmth return into my body?
Give back to me what’s mine
Under the dirt, eternally waiting
Determine the fate that I will be taking
Bound to return, among all the worms
If I don’t find the reason, beyond my own demons

Forming an apology, scratching the words out
That I couldn’t bear to see, written out in blood
I will never come to be, my selfish vision
Happiness evading me, between the cracks

I’ll slip away
I can’t relate to you

If I seek the truth in light - will all of my torment die?
Will warmth return into my body?
Give back to me what’s mine
Under the dirt, eternally waiting
Determine the fate that I will be taking
Bound to return, among all the worms
If I don’t find the reason, beyond my own demons

My corrupt mind, morals decayed
A darkness within myself, cast on humanity
But now, ends this night with clarity
Love found in oneself, constructs the way

Now comes the time to cut loose the ties that bind to misery
These memories that you cling to can drag you down into your grave
Time will erase - faith lost to a tortured soul, will be replaced