Why do I feel like walking
When you're talking to me?
Why do I go see him
When I know I shouldn't be?
I should be the hero
In the story I have written
But I'm watching myself
Turn into the villain

You say I've been acting strange
I promise I will change
But I'm crossing my fingers behind my back
Blood on my hands
From my latest attack
Tell you I love you
I'm no good at that
Can't see your fate?
Well I'm painting it black

Why do I tell these lies
To the one I truly love?
Why can't I be the girl
Wearing white in his arms?
I should be the hero
The happy ever after
Why do all good things
End in disaster?

You say I should play my part
But I've been bad from the start
So I'm crossing my fingers behind my back
Blood on my hands
From my latest attack
Tell you I love you
I'm no good at that
Can't see your fate?
Well I'm painting it black

It's too dangerous to fall in love
But you can't hurt me now because
I'm crossing my fingers behind my back
Blood on my hands
From my latest attack
Tell you I love you
I'm no good at that
Can't see your fate?
Well, I'm painting it black

Crossing my fingers behind my back