B                      A                 E
And you were right, that New Year's night I looked so beautiful
        B                  A              E
So good inside, life in my eyes, I was so beautiful
           B         A           E
That's the last time I looked so beautiful
          B               A                       E
Cause now I'm standing in your light and it's not beautiful
             F#                  A
But I was so beautiful, I was so beautiful


[Chorus]
                                     E
But now I'm sleeping just so I'm not awake
           A                         E
When I get up I'm getting dressed by yesterday
A
And every time I think of you
       F#7
I hate I didn't run away
      A                F#7
Cause I never thought, I never thought
                    E
I'd be thе girl who stayed


[Instrumental]
B A E  x2


[Verse 2]
        B              A                     E
In late July we wеnt upstate for your twenty second
        B                    A                     E
All you wanted for your birthday's to mess with my head
            B                    A                    E
Tell me I'm dumb, all my friends suck, I'll never be loved again
          B                  A        E
Then apologize, say it's not what you meant
                       F#                  A
Ah, but it's what you said, I know it's what you meant


[Chorus]
                                     E
But now I'm sleeping just so I'm not awake
           A                         E
When I get up I'm getting dressed by yesterday
A
And every time I think of you
       F#7
I hate I didn't run away
      A                F#7
Cause I never thought, I never thought
                    E
I'd be thе girl who stayed


[Instrumental]
B A E


[Bridge]
           F#                   A
But when I think of it, I acted like a kid
                       E
Not knowing right from wrong
                    F#
It makes my stomach sick
       A                     E
That I tolerated you for so long
            F#
It's all so clear to me now
                A                         C#m      B
That you're not here with me how was I so blind
           F#m                          A                 E
The words "it's not my fault" repeating til I fall asleep each night
           F#m                          A                 E
The words "it's not my fault" repeating til I fall asleep each night


[Instrumental]
B A E  x2


[Outro]
        B        A         E
So when they ask you about us
              B        A          E
No, don't you ever say we were in love
          B          A            E
I took my time now I know what it was
             B        A          E
So don't you ever say we were in love
              B        A            E
You ruined my life for nine fucking months
             B           A       E
So don't you ever say we were in love
              B           A       E
No, don't you ever say we were in love
              B           A        E
No, don't you ever say we were in love