Hey, I’ve been hiding myself all day
Like a vampire at 2 PM
'Cause I don’t feel the way I used to be; can you see?
'Cause I'm not, the kind of person you want me to be
Can’t even tell if I will ever be
I know for certain doesn’t feel like me, ever did?

I blame myself for all the pain we’ve done
And kinda say it, kinda lost but I'm ready to go
I blame myself for all the pain I’ve done, and I know

No, 'cause I don’t need you now to cheer me up
You may hate me like the others have done
Sometimes it feels like but I rather not, and you know
It’s exhausting, to feel like falling but I see you laughing
You got me angry like a rocket exploiting
Wish I could blame you for the pain you brought me, are you laughing?

I blame myself for all the pain we’ve done
And kinda say it, kinda lost but I'm ready to go
I blame myself for all the pain I’ve done, and I know
I blame myself for all the pain we’ve done
And kinda say it, kinda lost but I'm ready to go
I blame myself for all the pain you’ve done, and I know

Hey, can you see this?
You believe this?
That is the man that I used to be

I blame myself for all the pain we’ve done
And kinda say it, kinda lost but I'm ready to go
I blame myself for all the pain I’ve done, and I know
I blame myself for all the pain we’ve done
And kinda say it, kinda lost but I'm ready to go
I blame myself for all the pain you’ve done, and I know