Please end this

So here we go again
Another song about how I hate myself
I should've done it, can't decide how
Take me back to the day
I felt happy and sane
Can't fucking live within me

Please end this

I can't escape
All these demons are taking over me
Is it how it ends?
I see no end

Please end this

Why try so long here?
We chase the stars, knowing we'll never reach
For all we touch will rot and sear
Please end this

Please end this

I am haunted by a lie
A hope to live till better days
Death's running by my side
And she whispers
Come with me

Silence's sharp like razor blades
Slit my throat, beg for the end

Why try so long here?
We chase the stars knowing we'll never reach
For all we touch will rot and sear
Please end this

Please end this

Blood drips, red paints the frame
Pain blooms, forging who I am