In the middle of the night

I hear you call to me

I close my eyes and see your face

I wonder why you look at me like that

What do I have to give you

How can I say that I love you

When all that I do is let you down

How can you smile at me

With those tears

Waiting in your eyes

Sorry father

That my will

Is not obedient to you

But hate is only the after math

What am I supposed to do

They say that Time will heal these wounds

But I don't believe it

They say that Love will make me new

But I don't believe it