Ain't no crowd, no hype, no show
Just me and the flame, burning real slow
Mirror don't lie, eyes looking through
I roll off truth, and hell was true

Sat with my thoughts, didn't run this time
Packed that bowl, like a piece of mine
Every hit, a question I ain't asked
Every exhale, let go of the past

Used to fake a smile just to keep the peace
Now I'm puffin' honesty, piece by piece
Learning who I am without the noise
Just a flawed soul, no front, no ploys

Smoking with myself just to feel the real
Peeling back pain, I forgot to heal
Learning to love what the mirror reflects
Even the scars I used to neglect
Ain't no shame in crying and smoke
Sometimes the silence speaks what's broke

Only I'm learning my name
Me, myself, and Mary Jane
I sparked up questions I used to dodge
Running through layers, no camouflage

That old guilt, ash in the tray
That self-hate, I'm high above the day
Still got shadows, still got flaws
But now I face them without applause

I ain't fixed, I ain't whole
But I'm higher with a little more soul
Smoking with myself just to feel the real
Peeling back pain, I forgot to heal
Learning to love what the memory reflects
Even the scars I used to neglect
Ain't no shame in crying in smoke
Sometimes the silence speaks what's broke

I ain't lonely, I'm learning my name
Me, myself, and Mary Jane

Talks are less than every sigh's relief
This buzz, my therapy, my inner peace
Ain't about runnin', I'm settlin' in
Gettin' to know me like a long-lost friend

Smoking with myself just to feel the real
Peeling back pain, I forgot to heal
Learning to love what the mirror reflects
Even the scars I used to neglect
Ain't no shame in crying in smoke
Sometimes the silence speaks what's broke
I ain't lonely, I'm learning my name
Me, myself, and Mary Jane

No script, no mask, no pretend
Just sittin' here learnin' to mend
Rollin' up with love again
Me, myself and Mary Jane