G*         G*                   C*
  At what point did I fuck this up
        Am*                    G
I lost myself but I gained a crutch
               C             Am           C
It's so much harder than I thought it was
G                    C                      Am
  Been spending my nights getting too fucked up
               C
I think I'm a mess
             G
I think too much
          C             Am     C
More dependent than I ever was

[Pre-Chorus]
G*                   C*         Am*                 C*
There's a train track nestled between my house and work
                                Am*
And I don't stop at the stop sign
          C*                    G
I put my life in the hands of the universe
                           C
If there's a train let it take me
                      Am                      C
If there's a train then I guess that it's my time
                    G                      C
And I gasp and I cringe and I hope and I dread
                  Am
And then it's over, I'm on the other side

[Chorus]
G
Life's a short trip
C
You're the pilot
Am                      C                       G
I'm not sure that I'm ready to land this thing yet
                        C
I've always wanted to drown
                           Am
My odds are better in the water
                C
So if we go down I'm aiming for the ground

[Verse 2]
G                       C
I wanna set myself on fire
                   Am
Could you please watch?
                     C                          G
See me burn as bright as I have always seen myself
                          C
So you'll know I'm not a liar
        Am                C
So I can feel all the pain I've always thought I felt
G                               C
  I keep ending up here on the floor
                        Am
At least in different rooms
                          C
So at least I don't get bored
                        G
Oh, existing's such a chore
                          C                     Am
It's so strange how some days I end up stuck in bed
                             C
And other days I don't get stuck until I reach the door

[Chorus]
G
Life's a short trip
C
You're the pilot
Am                      C                       G
I'm not sure that I'm ready to land this thing yet
                        C
I've always wanted to drown
                           Am
My odds are better in the water
                C
So if we go down I'm aiming for the ground

G
Life's a short trip
C
You're the pilot
Am                         C
There's an answer and I'm sure we'll find it
G
Life's a short trip
C
You're the pilot
Am                         C
There's an answer and I'm sure we'll find it

G

[Bridge]
G*
Try to be enough for myself
C*
You're so strong you don't need help
G*
It's so hard to rely on anyone else
C*
You're so strong you don't need help
G
I tried to leave the house
              C
I stopped at four different gas stations
      G                               C
Went back to the first and found the nerve to get out
            G                                           C
But when I finally made it in, couldn't decide what to get
            G
I went and hid in the bathroom
            C
It's my favorite anxious habit
           G
Then I went back home
          C
I gave up and got stoned
               G
I can hardly face the world

                       C
I sure as hell can't face it alone
G                               C
  I'm holding out for something more
                             G
Let's see what life has in store for me
                   C                                G
I'll try to keep breathing, but existing's such a chore
                         C
So I am holding out for more
                             G
Let's see what life has in store for me
                   C                      C*
I'll try to keep breathing, but existing's such a chore