Always December

C
Snow is falling it's middle July
F
Just another day here in my mind
       Am
Can't escape what's inside
            G                    F
I've been running my whole damn life
C
Years go by but the colors won't change
F
Been so long since I've felt anything
          Am
Feelings fading so fast
             G                          F
Like I'm watching my own life through glass

[Chorus]
         C                              G
No one sees but it's always December in me
                                   Am
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
                            F
In my head seasons never change

And It's killing me
        C                               G
No one sees but it's always December in me

Tried so hard to be brave
          Am                        G
But the reasons this life is worth living
                 F     G
Get hard to remember
                     C
When it's always December

[Verse]
C
Black and white only colors I see
F
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
       Am
But I hold it all down
              G                    F
Don't want anyone to feel this but me
C
I'm only free from it when I'm asleep
F
The more I think the more I feel myself sink
              Am
Back to this empty place
            G                    F
It's a nightmare I could never explain (never explain)

[Chorus]
         C                              G
No one sees but it's always December in me
                                   Am
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
                            F
In my head seasons never change

And It's killing me
        C                               G
No one sees but it's always December in me

Tried so hard to be brave
          Am                        G
But the reasons this life is worth living
                 F     G
Get hard to remember

[Bridge]
Am
Can't outrun the cold
F                C
When it's in my head
       G
In my head
Am
It's been getting old
F               C
Wishing I was dead
       G
I was dead
           F                 G
As this overcast suffocates me
            F                     G
I'm done waiting on some sign of spring
C
I would rather lay here in my bed
F
Than have to face what lives here in my head
           Am
Hell just being awake
            G                      F
Hurts much more than I could ever explain

[Chorus]
         C                              G
No one sees but it's always December in me
                                   Am
No matter where I go it's pouring rain
                            F
In my head seasons never change

And It's killing me
        C                               G
No one sees but it's always December in me

Tried so hard to be brave
          Am                        G
But the reasons this life is worth living
                 F     G
Get hard to remember
                     C
When it's always December