It will hunt me down

I need a moment to breathe
My heart is pumping but my legs refuse to stay with me
I just refuse to look fucked up
So the rehabilitation cycle stands to win another day

And so another joins the plague

The ceiling begins spinning in my peripheral vision
Audio accelerated, reality’s contention
Attempts to claw your way out exist in superstition
Eyes roll back into your skull, welcome to hell

Rock bottom ecstasy

Let my body be colored grey

My mind is a canvas and you bleed into my veins
I feel my insides rotting but I thrive off the pain

I taste my own blood and the dreams begin to fade away
My mouth starts to flood while my nerves evaporate

Attached to the overdose
I want to die
Attached to the overdose

I feel it deep inside my mind and it keeps me paralyzed
No matter what I do, I can't get my obsession off of you
After all these years of trying to stay strong and act like I belong, I'm right back where I started
Taking the easy way out to escape this fucked up reality

Rock bottom ecstasy
Let my body be colored grey