(Can I call you my family if you never had me?)

In a world that you break your silence
You would know my name
I wanna go where you've been hiding
Ah, ah
What part of me is the fire you started? Does your mind work the same?
I wonder if you're here, still around

'Cause all of my birthdays, all of my worst days
Every time I mess things up
Would you say anything?
Why have I been here for plenty of your years?
You don't even know that I exist
Would you stay if you met me?

Two hearts with the same blood
Don't know how to reach ya
Can I call you my family if you never had me?
Still lost in the chaos
Don't know where I came from
Can I call you my family if you never had me?

So is this what you really wanted?
No love and no pain
It's a shame that she had it and thought it out
Wish you would know me, wish you could be sorry
For never being there for us
Would you stay if you met me?

Two hearts with the same blood
Don't know how to reach ya
Can I call you my family if you never had me?
So lost in the chaos
Don't know where I came from
Can I call you my family if you never had me?

If you would know me, you could be sorry
For never being there for us
All of the problems, mom had to solve them
Where you at?