You know it's hard
For me to say what I want
It takes a lot to be sure
That you're not just gonna turn
Around and leave
Me here when you need
Someone who's better than me
You could have anybody
You want

Now I feel like a clown
I should shut my mouth
Addicted to the way I feel
Like how when you're not around
I become unwound
And everything you said
Comes back

We only speak
When I've got something in me
I need to be off my head
To get the courage to spend
And piss away
When I've got summet to say
Fuck up as easy as I breathe
There's something wrong with me

Now I feel like a clown
I should shut my mouth
Addicted to the way I feel
Like how when you're not around
I become unwound
And everything you said
Comes back to me