My torment hasn’t ended
The diagnosis was mistaken
Crescendo of anxiety

For I know the ghosts
Still lurking
They’re always around me
In unison, they’re singing
And pain my life to this degree

All shadows in the mirror
I long for retribution
Mind clouded by offenses

And everything dissolves
When I see you fainting
Oh, lord
What I’ve taken for granted

My guiding star is falling
Don’t leave me this open heart
That swallows all light
For the rest of my life

It’s your life leaking from you
While I stand here waiting?
A point-black shot into the soul

Your radiance, grows dim
Your colours, fade out
I never appreciated

I think your blood could paint a
Map of all my fears
And nightmares
Although you never knew it

My guiding star is falling
Don’t leave me this open heart
That swallows all light
For the rest of my life

I feel anger, I feel sadness
Violent rage against
Unrighteous heavens
Your light can’t
Fade out like this

Shine!
All this love can’t be described
Your colours painted mines
From your canvas I’ll always be a part
We are shooting stars
Like flowers we might wither

Ah, fragility of life

Your pale fingers moving
Your wise eyes are staring back
Your light shines again
You have saved me from the dark

My guiding star is falling
You’ll stay here forever
Won’t leave me a broken heart
That swallows all light
For the rest of my life

Please, stay here forever