On my way to the pub again
I'm a sip away from an overdose
Stabbed in the back by a friend
My body was left stone-cold
Can’t you see I'm out of breath
That is humankind instinct
Somebody had to pay off debts
Now I chase after solace

Drugs in my vein, heart full of pain
I should’ve been done
Fill up my cup, I stay at the bar
It’s the break of dawn

But I don’t wanna sober up
It brings back all the pain that
I'm tryina get it off my head
And throw my past away
Wish I never sober up
Though I might end up alone

All of that temporary high
I thought it’d help me feel better
Everything has gone awry
But I ain’t under the weather
Life’s so damn hard
Some cut their own throats
Going through hell on earth
The pills kept me afloat
Stabbed in the back by a friend
My body was left stone-cold

Drugs in my vein, heart full of pain
I should’ve been done
Fill up my cup, I stay at the bar
It’s the break of dawn

But I don’t wanna sober up
It brings back all the pain that
I'm tryina get it off my head
And throw my past away
Wish I never sober up
Though I might end up alone

I don’t wanna sober up
It brings back all the pain that
I'm tryina get it off my head
And throw my past away
Wish I never sober up
Though I might end up alone