Commitment Issues

C
something about you liking me
       Fmaj7
just doesnt sit right with me
    C                                      Fmaj7
i think it probably means you have bad taste
              C
and you know im a pretentious asshole
         Fmaj7                           C
and ill find a million tiny things to hassle you about
            Fmaj7                               C
make up my mind before i know you and kick you out
                                       Fmaj7
and then of course ill whine about how no one could ever love me
C                          Fmaj7
blatantly ignore all the warning signs in front of me
C                                          Fmaj7
drive my car on the interstate while its raining
                       C
i go, hyrdoplaning for fun
                            Fmaj7                         C
fck up my life on purpose when i get too bored of being numb

[verse 2]
C
its 2am and im calling you back
     Fmaj7                  *
hey, really sorry for the way i acted
C
anyway, do you wanna come over?
Fmaj7                  *
-mess around, play a movie in the background
C
we dont even have to talk
    Fmaj7            *                C
in fact id really prefer it that we not
                                     Fmaj7                *                   C
that way i dont have to think about you as collateral for all my bad decisions
                                       Fmaj7             *
you remind me way too much of all the love i could have seen
          C                                  Fmaj7           *
all the shit ive served up cold to all the people that were nice to me
         C
im the queen of self-sabotage
    Fmaj7           *
my insecurites are camoflauged
      C                          Fmaj7     *      C*
if i never let anyone in i wont everrr be left again