I don’t see any light in the end of the tunnel
I don’t see a way out of this labyrinth
Everywhere i run to
There’s always a locked door
There’s no way to escape from this prison
My mind is my cell
A dungeon of obscure thoughts
Blood boils in my brain
I have to put an end to it soon

Message to the weak ones!

I see a gun in front of me
My body gets paralyzed
Trembling hands deny the obvious
But i will follow my destiny and
No one will stop me!

Suddenly an image comes to my mind
My kids playing with their mom in a yard
My eyes are filled with tears
My objective ceases for a few minutes
I have to face the situation
I won’t make history as a coward
I will leave my body, but at the right time
My goals haven’t been completely achieved yet