Landmine

There are so many things I want to say but I can't quite find the words today I just want you to know that in my heart I'm sorry.
I led you on I let it go I was confused but now I know that our relationship can be no more than friendship. I didn't want it to be like this.
I broke your heart with a kiss. I let you down because I was so selfish. I was wrong so it's not fair that your the one left standing there I should be the one not you that's broken hearted.
I made you laugh then I made you cry I don't want this to mean goodbye because I know that I still need you in my life.