What's this feeling now?
Deep inside my heart
Face flushed in bright red
It's tearing me apart

How could I know this now?
They call this real love
Scattered all my words
Senses I can't get rid of

A feeling so brand new
Is this how it feels to you?

This bizarre new desire
It takes me higher and higher
Scrambled, puzzled, love undying
What am I even implying?

This horrid new desire
Who knew it'd be so dire
Hushed, envious, ever-mocking
Hey no! Please don't stop talking

Feeling strange, but how?
I really haven't a clue
Stay with me longer now
But only if you want to!

Emotions you disallow
Sweeter than candy treats
Sickly orange-pink hues now
You make me complete!

Hey I know this is kinda weird
Strange and scary, adhered and queer
But I can't help but be afraid
It happens every other day

Hey I know this is really strange
My feelings kinda estranged
But I promise not to hurt you
And will you promise me too?

How could I have known
I would get tangled up
In something so perverse
I think I've had enough

It really hurts me deep
Barely in the past
All my little mistakes
I should've stayed an outcast

I really should've known
My heart all tangled up
Great misfortune so perverse
And I can't get enough

I really hurt you deep
Rarely overlooked
One big, giant mistake
And that's all it took

What's this feeling now?
Fear inside my heart
Louder and louder now
It'll tear me apart

What's this feeling now?
Wild and sick in love
Like an addictive drug
I'm turning into rust

Locked behind that door
Ringing to find some more
With this final clue