Need to surround myself with
Beautiful things in the hope they help
I turn my good side to the sun
Its healing vibes, they burn inside out
I'm not quite ready yet since I remember and still forget

One year of slightly losing track
I wasted much I cannot get back
As frail as life between the trees
I'm grey as light sends its good deeds

I cannot think of a greater pain
If it had to be felt in one day
No witness standing to tell the story
I look at myself from outside my body
Out in the open my wound's still hot
From when I remembered and then forgot

I cannot think of a greater pain
If it had to be felt in one day
No witness standing to tell the story
I look at myself from outside my body
Out in the open my wound's still hot
That's what you get when you're trying too hard
I look at myself from outside my body
Out in the open my wound's still hot
From when I remembered and then forgot