It’s not my day today
I got a debt that I must pay
Been searching for another way
Out of this hole I call my grave
Wishing this was all pretend
Just waiting for my life to end
A soulless being
Disgusting feeling

This all started when they cancelled my rapture
I knew I was different as they all pointed in laughter

I questioned everything I lost my mind
Start your dig you’ll hate what you will find
Always searching for answers

Every time I looked around the room
I sense their hate, they see disgust
Assumed
Then I burnt all my bridges

This is the last time I’ll say it this way
I feel my soul’s always slipping away
I made a deal with the devil to stay
And now I’ve got a debt that I must pay

You don’t know what it feels like
To be living in these shoes on a daily life
A soulless being

I was buried alive, searching for light, dead
The only color I see was defining me, red
Spilling blood for protection

Wrestled with my thoughts, I hate my past
Screamed so hard begged for a 2nd chance
Then I was resurrected

I’ve come for vengeance, took control of life
Nothing to lose, I’ve been desensitized
Fuck this world, was rejected