I'm not the one I was meant to be
All this seclusion and solitude buried deep in my being
So give me some kindness to clear my blinded eyes

A fucking cloudy mirror, staring back at existence
Surrounded by confusion in this ocean of affliction
I just want to see
I'm sick all the time

In this endless pace
Expiring reliance
That tears up my lungs
In flooded spaces
Heavy, acidic words showing what's in the crate
As I look into the abyss, praying for less cinder days

Dissipating my body in this ivory city that God forgot
So wash my feet and cover my exposed scars

A fucking cloudy specter, staring back at existence
Surrounded by confusion in this ocean of oblivion
I just want to breathe
I'm sick all the time

In this endless pace
Expiring reliance
That tears up my lungs
In flooded spaces
Heavy and acidic words showing what's in the crate
As I look into the abyss, praying for less cinder days

Hateful thoughts start to fill the worst in me
Showing all flaws I've got
Until my conscience breaks

I'm sick all the