(Okay)

I feel small when I wear big clothes, feel old on my birthday
I feel like if I use big words then you won't think I feel how to play safe

If things are supposed to grow when they get older
Why the hell do I still feel the same?
(Always, always)

Looks like I'm all by myself again
Tryna just feel like myself again
Loud and free at 23, but I'm
La-la-la-la-la-lost
I could work and wish it'd fix the broken and
I could try to pierce my nose again
Dye my hair and search my soul cause' I'm
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost

Insecure letting insides out
I think about myself too much
I spent 5 damn days on this verse
And I still think the whole thing sucks

If things are supposed to grow when they get older
Why the hell do I still feel the same?
(Always, always)

Looks like I'm all by myself again
Tryna' just feel like myself again
Loud and free at 23, but I'm
La-la-la-la-la-lost
I could work and wish it'd fix the broken and
I could try to pierce my nose again
Dye my hair and search my soul cause' I'm
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost

La-la-la-la-la-lost
(La-la-la-la-la-la)
I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost
(La-la-la-la-la-la)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost