I'm turning red
Losing my head
Forgot what I said
Forgot about me
Am I free?

Half of the time
I'm sipping wine
Most of my days I end up crying
Simply for me
When I do find me
I'm gonna shine
Take back my strength
Leave shit behind

I've been trying hard to get back
I've been fighting hard to get back
I've been praying hard to get back
We're could I, where could I be (where could I be)

Lose mind every time
Lose myself, I'm not the best
Can't you see
Find my mind, find my peace
Find myself bring back
Bring back me

Donate my body
Haven't been here
What am I saying
I'm not thinking, not thinking clear

Empty vessel
I wanna change my name (wanna change my name)
I want to start over
I want to (want to)
I want to be sane

I've been trying hard to get back
I've been fighting hard to get back
I've been praying hard to get back to
Where could I, where could I be

I've been trying hard to get back
I've been fighting hard to get back
I've been praying hard to get back to
Where could I, where could I be

Where, where, where could I be
Where, where, where could I be