I got a lot of thoughts
I hide them deep inside my lockbox
So I won’t get caught up
In the things that I wanna be avoiding
Ooh
I used to think that
If you make a mistake that means that you’re bad
And so I tried so hard to get it right but I wasn’t always good at that

And I'm just trying to figure out what I believe
When everything is changing right in front of me
I wanna be the best thing that I can be

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again

Made some new friends
And now I don't know what to do with all these feelings
I'm so insecure
And I don't wanna be rejected
No
And I'm so scared
That I'm gonna ruin everything that I care about
Tell myself
"Take a breath, you're still in control of yourself"

And I'm just tryna figure out what the heck trust means
When everyone is changing right in front of me
I wanna be the best me that I can be

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love, looking for love
But they always make it look so easy to find
Go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again
Go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again
Go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again
Go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart
Just to break it all over again