Scraping the barrel of sanity
On your knees you will crawl
Pain, suffering, brutality
As moth to flame, you're drawn

Searching, seeking, unfeeling
In slavery you bow
Squirming, screaming, bleeding
Trapped in the eternal now

Most futile desperation
Panic exudes from your pores
Subservient, deviant sow
From child of light to putrid whore

This sound repels the energy
Gateway to oblivion
So loud, it penetrates your apathy
Horror twists to fascination

Fresh page of proclivities forbidden
Damnation served at any time
Sentenced to perpetuate ingratitude
Hail to the rotten paradigm

Swimming upstream in defiance
The cost of which you'll bear at any price
Sacred idol, self-reliance
Spin the chamber, roll the dice

Earth beneath your feel growing unstable
Options decreasing with every breath
Walk the plank of a situation you created
The role you play ceases with your death

Trodden by desire, reject all platitudes
Double vision focus blurs the lines
Perceived injustice, cultivate an attitude
Flee to the recesses of your mind

Time passes slowly in the void
You are your own enemy
What purpose was destroyed?
Pursuing agony and ecstasy

Agony! Ecstasy!

Sadistic saviour