You say I'm not your friend
But I called you many times and you don't listen
You say I'm not right there
But you released my hand and said: Life aint fair
Where are you now, you say
Why don't you listen as I pray
If you don't answer I can't stay
I'ma leave it for another day

All grey with no shame
Your skin getting cold
You pray with no flames
Keep trying to hold
Stay far from the blame
But you can't ignore

Where are your flames
When youre talking to me
No I don't wanna see you this way
Just know that ill stay
With you

You say youre not the same
But I warned you many times
And you still always ran
You say I never came
But the Sun comes on time
And you're stuck in the rain
God I might fall, you say
I can't even take one more day
I don't wanna stay so far away
Life is not a game, don't wanna play

All grey with no shame
Your skin getting cold
You pray with no flames
Keep trying to hold
Stay far from the blame
But you can't ignore

Where are your flames
When youre talking to me
No I don't wanna see you this way
Just want you know that ill stay
With you
No matter what ill stay with you
I just need more flames
So we can burn it all again

Blame me
For you God I will change it
I don't wanna be fading
God you know that I'm fading

But you can find some passion
To put it on some music
And you can find some time
Just to make them all believe it
I gave you everything
But you act like you don't need me

And I wanna stay
Wanna stay wanna stay
Closer

Oh we can stay closer
We will never run cold

After the silence
Came the peace
And then the violence
Took the lead
I wrote a book full of you
And built a life full of me
I'm sorry father
I said more than I ever did
You put me out of water
Before I couldn't even breath
You put me in the garden
Said I want you to be here
I burnt out all the flowers
Chose to drown in all my tears
Now I can see the light
It doesnt mean I'm not in the dark
You brought peace to my life
And I decided to die in the war
Even though I'm still alive
I keep on asking: God where's my heart?
Where is my heart?
Burning up in flames