Seems like it was just last night
I was all set up for the highest heights
oh, yeah
How'd I fuck it all up again, again
Eighteen, yeah, I got big dreams
But it don't mean shit if I can't stop dreaming
Every second
Yeah, I could've been there, right then

Taking over my thoughts, no, I can't let it go
Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best

Yeah, here we go again
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts to a wasted end
No, I don't really mean to, it's not how it seems
Swear I want it
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again

Up high, tryna fake my pride
When I know deep down that I have no fight
One hit could knock me down and I'd be better off dead, yet
I'll say all this shit, how I'd make it work
And then I trip down all the steps and hurt my head
And end up eating all the words that you said

Taking over my thoughts, no, I can't let it go
Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best (don't do beat)

Yeah, here we go again
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts to a wasted end
No, I don't really mean to, it's not how it seems
Swear I want it
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again

Yeah, I didn't wanna go MIA, IA
I, I

Didn't wanna go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts went wasted
Wish that I could skip ahead
M-I-A

Ooh
Ooh-hoo