I'm racing into the wall
But in my mind, I'm okay
And I don't say anything at all
There's no price that I won't pay
And I'm not worried now, it's just another day
It's just another bad idea ahead

Maybe I wanna go away
It's not enough for me to stay
And if I called it off today
Could you understand me leaving?

I'm pacing after the call
Eyes are bloodshot red
There was no one in the hall
Nobody heard a thing I said
And I'm not worried now, it's just another day
It's just another bad idea ahead

Maybe I wanna go away
It's not enough for me to stay
And if I called it off today
Could you understand me leaving?

What if I find a better way?
Say the things I need to say
It's no longer in the way
I know it's all just one big nothing

I hope you know I'm wearin' thin
Can't let you see the state I'm in
How are you now? Where have you been?
I'll disappear and start again (and start again, and start again)

Maybe I wanna go away
It's not enough for me to stay
And if I called it off today
Could you understand me leaving?

What if I find a better way?
Say the things I need to say
It's no longer in the way
I know it's all just one big nothing

What if I find a better way?
(I hope you know)
Say the things I need to say
(I'm wearin' thin)
It's no longer in the way
(Can't let you see)
I know it's all just one big nothing
(The state I'm in)