Been awake for far too fucking long

Lived enough of this worthless life
To know that I don't belong here
There is no urge to die slow
Couldn't help myself
This is it

Can I do this?
Make it quick so that they can move on

Don't interfere
Suicide watch so that life won't end here
Sorry for what's been done
I thought I had hope but I have no one
Impatient patient
Sedate me
Take me! Take me!

I just want to die
I just want to die

How do I move on like this?
What's left of me?
What do I have?

I have nothing
I am nothing