I've been so distracted lately, chasing ghosts that I know aren't there. It's so hard when you wanna believe so badly that it melts your mind. I keep on seeing things, things move in the corner of my eye.
I know better, still I chase them down. Fruitless efforts define these days. Maybe it's time that I get a new hobby, no sense in chasing something that you'll never find. Focus energies on something real. Fuck these ghosts, why do I waste my time?
Is this supposed to be fun, sitting in this room all by myself? Well it's not! These houses aren't haunted like the guidebook says, just another scam that I've fallen for. I can't believe I'm sitting here again. When will I learn?