A F#m A F#m


[Verse]

A
I’m trying
A                     F#m
But still I close my eyes
A
The dreaming
A                     F#m
Bringing his face to mine

          A
Lock the door
A
The constant buzzing
A                     F#m
All through the night
A                     F#m
The fighting, Rips me all up inside

D
On the floor
D
I pace, I run my mouth
A
I pray and wait
A                          D
I cross out his name on the page

[Chorus]
D            E                D
D(How long ’til) this washes away?
D            E                D
(How long ’til) my body is safe?
D            E                D
(How long ’til) I walk in the light?
D            E                A
(How long ’til) this heart isn’t mine?

[Verse]
A
The rise and fall
A                     F#m
Of his chest on me
A
I’m trying
F#m
But still it’s all I see

A                     F#m
The violent, Current of energy
A                     F#m
I hide it, Away and underneath
           D
Lock the door

D                        A
I shake, I promise everyday
A
To change
A                         D
I cross out his name on the page


[Chorus]

D            E                D
D(How long ’til) this washes away?
D            E                D
(How long ’til) my body is safe?
D            E                D
(How long ’til) I walk in the light?
D            E                D
(How long ’til) this heart isn’t mine?

D                     A
Take this wildness away

F#m D A F#m D

A
I’m trying
                      F#m
But still I close my eyes
A
The dreaming
                      F#m
Bringing his face to mine
            D
Out the door
D
I pace, I run my mouth
   A
I pray to change
A                               D
I cross out his name on the page

[Chorus]
D            E                D
D(How long ’til) this washes away?
D            E                D
(How long ’til) my body is safe?

D            E                D
(How long ’til) this heart isn’t mine?

[Outro]
D                        E
I just want him in my arms
A F#m D E A
D                        E
I just want him in my arms
A F#m D E