Piling up these stones around me
To keep the dark with me - as my friend
To stay in cold and safe, so I could hear myself and feel something

To hurt myself, to feel something

I paint the walls with fading colors
I paint my way out, but I cannot break the walls of the fortress

This is my own downfall
I am broken
I'm losing self-control
Damage all done

When this day goes by and silence falls
I let down my defense
I'm a shadow, I've been a fool
Behind a rigid shell of anger and pain
I dive against stream too strong

I'm running away from the words unspoken
Running away behind the scene of life
Dark corners of life
Behind the walls of the fortress

This is my own downfall
I am broken
I'm losing self-control

Pull me apart to a million pieces
To reassemble myself
From shattered remains - shimmering light

I've been running away from the words unspoken
Running away behind the scene of life
Behind the walls of the fortress

I am broken
Damage all done

This is my own downfall
I am broken
I'm losing self-control
Damage all done