Ego

i didn't take my point - but it's quite plain to me
it makes me take my choice and it makes me wanna scream
it's no kind of revenge - and really not a spree
i have take my choice and have to know the need in deed

but it's too complicated - i can't show what could be real
it's an impasse and i hate it - but it makes wanna feel
i wanna take it down - the most hard way to me
but cannot wait until there is no need for it to be

scream - to the world inside
it's something special in my inner pride

but where am I?

where am i in this crying game
what i feel what i want is not to defame
i hate to see this barfaced lie
the more you ask for by and by
where - am - i - ?
"where am i?"