Never Have I Ever

Am
So alone


[Verse 1]
   Am
I never quite understood how to be a cool kid
   Em
I suck at throwing parties and hardly ever look forward
    F                        C     Bm7b5
To being in a room judging myself
Am
I'd be in the corner worrying about my image
         Em
Rocking merchandise of bands they've never heard of to begin  with
      F
Are my clothes in style?
                        Bm7b5 E
Should I try something else?


[Bridge]
Dm           Fmaj7
I got a bad case of the jitters
C                     Em
This word search has rendered me speechless
Dm                 Fmaj7
I'm tired of this game I've been playing
C
Let's all join in
       Em               E
Make things more complicated


[Chorus]
Am                    F     C
Never have I ever been so alone
                Am             F           C
With all these people I should be having fun
           Am           F             C           G
Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable
F                     G              Am
Doing my best to hold on to what I know

[Interlude]
Am F C
Am F C

[Verse 2]
                  Am
I don't have the patience to fake a smile
       Em
Or convince myself that I care at all
F                             C                Bm7b5
There's a million different things I'd rather do, hey
Am                                               Em
I'm seeking comfort checking my phone every time I got a chance
                                 F
To pretend there's somebody who needs me right now
              Bm7b5        E
Can somebody please reach out?


[Chorus]
Am                    F     C
Never have I ever been so alone
                Am             F           C
With all these people I should be having fun
           Am           F             C           G
Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable
F                     G              Am
Doing my best to hold on to what I know

[Interlude]
Am F C
Am F C


[Bridge]
Dm           Fmaj7
I got a bad case of the jitters
C                     Em
This word search has rendered me speechless
Dm                 Fmaj7
I'm tired of this game I've been playing
C
Let's all join in
       Em               E
Make things more complicated


[Chorus]
Am                    F     C
Never have I ever been so alone
                Am             F           C
With all these people I should be having fun
           Am           F             C           G
Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable
F                     G             Am
Doing my best to hold on to what I know

[Outro]
Am  F          C
(I got a bad case)
             Am
To what I know
Am    F             C
(I'm tired of this game)