[Intro]

 D  Bm  F#m  G

D                    Bm
Used to do it all so pure for the love of
            F#m
The song no more
                      G
Now I think about an applause when
           D
 I open my mouth
                  Bm
I've abandoned my emotions
               F#m
 I've isolated myself
                        G
When I see my mother in pain
                        D
Wish I could feel what she felt


            Bm                 F#m
And I don't know what this all means
             G                          D
What this all means? It don't feel like me


                         Bm
And sometimes, I get insecure
                          F#m
 So I wear a dress on the town
            G
Hope a man notices me, I don't know
              D
 It makes me proud
                  Bm
I get jealous and I see myself
                F#m
In my sister's eyes
                            G
At least she can have a good time
                        D
 At least she can calm down


      A/C# Bm                  F#m
And I don't know what this all means
             G
What this all means? It don't feel
     D
Like me
        A/C# Bm           F#m
And you won't give me the deal
             G             F#m
I wish I was real, I wish I was


Em                        A
I think about it all the time
D             A/C#           Bm
What I've been doing with my life
Em                            A
'Cause when it calls me back again
D         A/C#      Bm
I hope it meant something
Em             A
I hope it meant something


D                       Bm
I've been losing all my friends
                     F#m
Stepping up onto the ledge
                      G
Thinking I can be an angel
                 D
But keep falling instead
                     Bm
Find it hard to stay connected
                  F#m
When I wanna feel protected
             G
So hold me, won't you?
               F#m
Just hold me 'cause


Em                       A
I think about it all the time
D               A/C#         Bm
What I've been doing with my life
Em                           A
'Cause when it calls me back again
D         A/C#    Bm
I hope it meant something, oh
Em                       A
I think about it all the time, no
D              A/C#         Bm
What I've been doing with my life
Em                           A
'Cause when it calls me back again
D         A/C#        Bm
I hope it meant something
Em            Gm
I hope I meant something


D                         Bm
I don't know the meaning of
                 F#m
Anything in this song
                G
Just wanna feel special

I just wanna feel