Some choices made in life
Can not be undone
Don't try to reach what is not for you
Or it can alter your future

I fell for what it can not be mine
I fell for what it should not be fine
I fell for what I've created inside my mind
I fell in love and it turned, my darkest side
It altered my future

My love is rubicon
Rubicon is my love

Anger in my head
'Cause I can not have
What I've wanted
I choose to love her
Think it's absurd
What I've wanted
She's older than me
Think it's obscene
What I've wanted
Anger in my head
'Cause I can not have
What I've wanted
I don't like little girls
That's the way I chose
Want an older woman
To use and abuse

I just want the world to end
I'm just feeling that I'm dead
There are demons in my head
There are demons in my head
Darkest rubicon