None of my pending questions
Ever go up in smoke
This nightmare turned into reality long ago
Should be the most pleased human being
‘Cuz life embraces me
I found a crack under the surface
Made me doubt

Under the lack of ease
Set new priorities
No self-reflecting time to linger over
New ways to come along
But I’m scared to do it wrong
Puzzle my head over
I know how to get over

Your leading hands are fucking cold!
When you push me in the downward spiral

And I wake up
My planetary feet are loosing ground
Dark shadows of mind and matter
Pull me underground
To the ground

In retrospective view
I was expecting too much
One-sided, narrow-minded
Too proud to hit the kill switch
In time the noise gets louder
Than the voice within me
I raped my tired body on and on and on

I don’t wanna lose my mind
No drunken alibi
My life is tearing up and boiling over
Moments of clarity
Mental vacuity
My head ’s a Tinder box
And I’m ready to explode

Stop playing around with your fucking gun!
Real life is hard to take but underrated

And I wake up
My planetary feet are loosing ground
Dark shadows of mind and matter pull me
Underground
To the ground

I wake up
My planetary feet are loosing ground
My looping thoughts are spinning
And round and round and round
Get off the ground

I wanna bare the roots
If only a moving cause
I wanna feel the sense of purpose
My life has lost
I need to learn again
To hear the voice within me
‘Cuz I love you more than
I would have trusted myself to