there was no sky tonight, no borders for heaven or hell
they said a gorgeous girl was staring, but I could barely tell
so lets get more drinks and hope they let us in
our bodies will be old computer screens, vacant and never used again

but I am not fooling anyone
no I am not fooling anyone
with this slow motion getaway
but I have run out of reasons to stay

I am staring at the ground, I speak but nothing comes out
I scream but there is no sound
every night is a plane crash, every battle with god
I have lost.
no, I was born with this pain, and it has not gone away,
no matter how much Ive prayed
and I have tried to make do, and to hide from the truth
but its just no use

I was blessed with a hole in my belly where nothing will fit
girls with too much lipstick, Jack Daniels and cigarettes
and I thought if I could just fall in love once, maybe it would stick
but I quit I quit I quit I quit I quit.